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Neutron Star Collision-Muse

20 Jul

Still in the mood of twiligh saga : Eclipse.. And here’s my favourite soundtrack from the movie..

Neutron Star Collision (Love is Forever) by Muse

Neutron Star Collision - The Muse

I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A Neutron Star Collision

I had nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other with no trace of fear that

Our love would be forever
And if we died
We died together
And Lie
I said never
Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
And halo’s fail to glisten
We tried to make a difference but
No one wants to listen
Hail, the preachers fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they’ll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we’ll die
we’ll die together
And Lie
I said never
Cause our love could be forever

Now, I’ve got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear
That my love will be forever
And we’ll die
we’ll die together
And I
I will never
Cause our love
Will be forever

My own opinion about the meaning beside this lyric if we tried to connect the lyric with the movie:

Maybe, just maybe, this lyric take “Edward” point of view. He had nothing else to lose, coz he has Bella besaid him. It’s time to Bella to make a choice, whether stay put as human or change into vampire so she could be with Edward forever. That’s why the refrain said that “my love will be forever” it means that Edward will love Bella untill the end of time no matter what. The lyric “and we’ll die, we’ll die together” means, whether Bella become a vampire or not, when Bella died, so will Edward, cause he couldn’t live without her. Hehe.. Yihaa.. Love is forever.. Hehe..

I’ve become a little bit melancholic because of this lyric.. hehe..

Just enjoy it dear.. πŸ™‚

Here’s link to download the mp3.

Love.. Love…

Molly Joo πŸ˜€

My Personal Opinion of Eclipse [Twilight Saga]

20 Jul

Okaay.. Hello everybody.. I’ve just watched this movie today with my dear sister and her friends at Gading XXI.

This is my review about this movie.

Twilight Saga: Eclipse

Comparing this movie with 2 previous sagas i could say that this movie is better rather than twilight and new moon. Especially better than new moon. No offence. I really dissapointed before when i watched new moon. It was too “Kuch kuch ho ta hai… ” hhe. With all its zooming in and zooming out effect. Trees everywhere and its slow motion. Bad acting of Kristen Stewart. Ugh. So little action. The conclusion for new moon : Sooo Boring.. hoho. I don’t like it.

Enough about new moon. And now let’s see something about Eclipse. Maybe the main problems in this saga’s part is Bella’s dilemma. Love triangle : Jacob – Bella – Edward. Haha.. If you were as hot as bella, and you have to choose between 2 hot men : Jacob and Edward, what will you do?? haha..Β  I’am a little bit angry when Bella said : ” I love jacob, but i love you more Edward.. ” Ummph. You have a greedy feelings too don’t you Bella? Isn’t one hot man like Edward is enough?? Could you spare Jacob to another woman? Hehe.. But, i think its not 100% Bella’s fault. I don’t know what Jacob and Edward see in Bella, but it really obvious that Jacob and Edward really really crazy in love with Bella so she got 1000% attention from them. When a woman have a lot of attention like that, no wonder that her heart melt enough to those men,and have a difficulty to choose.. πŸ™‚ Caio Bella.. πŸ™‚

Jacob vs Edward

About the new born vampires, the “team work” between “Cullen’s and Werewolf”, and “Rosalie & Jasper dark past”. I am a little bit dissapointed with this section. I think, the movie didn’t reflect the book good enough. First of all about Rosalie’s past. Comparing withΒ  the book version, it has to be more sadness and darkness with her past. The movie should add more hateness of her when she told Bella about her past. I didn’t see it in the movie. It just plain and poor rosalie’s past. Ckckck.. 😦 And then, about Jasper’s past, same with rosalie’s past, it should be has more.. more.. more.. sadness!! Oh please. Jasper’s past life was soo horrible and you [the eclipse maker] just made it as simple as that. Oh pleasee… 😦 poor Jasper. Next with the Cullen’s & Werewolf teamwork. Haha. I think, when it comes to motion picture, the vampire and the werewolf easily to become bestfriend. Why i said it like that? It’s a lot harder and a lot intense between team Jacob and team Edward to get along in the book version. But in here? Wew, less than 1 minute, team Jacob agree to cooperate with team Edward to protect Bella…Hohoho.. Just for Bella!! Go Bella go!! Yeaaahh.. Lucky to be you right??About team Edward, especially Edward: I think he seems to be uglier than before. Really. And other member of Cullens, their eyes were not soo good, or if i can say, they have ugly eyes! I think the movie maker choose a bad make up team. Team edward make up was soo bad. I don’t like it. And they choose a very very ugly contact lense for them. The contact lense made their eyes looks like it wants to jump out of their face.. Iuuh.. 😦 :(. Team Jacob, hehe. You all have great body don’t you.. So you can’t afford to buy one plain shirt. ckckck.. But, you were good enough in this movie.. πŸ™‚ Even though i didn’t see any intrict happen between team jacob and sam in this movie. It should be a little intrict about them!!

team jacob vs team edward

The new born vampires army???? I don’t understand!!! What should the cullens worried about them?? What is their power that Jasper said “they will be very strong in their first months to become vampire?? Heh! I didn’t see it at all!! I just saw some young weak vampires who came to Forks to give away their life to Cullens and Werewolf. Ckckck.. Poor them. Aish.. I don’t like this part. Too harsh i think. Especially when i think that, it’s not their fault to be like that. They’re just a bunch of weak vampires!!! That’s all.. And, i can’t see leadership in Riley.. Really.. 😦 :(. Victoria.. Why are you just running and jumping and then running again and jumping again in this movie. I’m sick of it! And i don’t think you are a worth 3 books of Twilight villain!! Haish.. you’re just not a great villain character! You’re just weak red hot blonde stupid villain!! hahahaha..Β  i like my own sentence to describe you! πŸ™‚

Victoria and Riley

About the volturi! I don’t think their existance matter in this movie. I didn’t see they do something important in here. All they can do is loosing up or open their hoody coat [haha..], just seeing the new born from distance, try to give cold expression. Ahh, not important at all. I don’t like them. And i don’t think they were cool. 😦

Few good things about this movie: I like Alice and Jasper! They’re so sweet together. Also, Charlie and Jacob played their roles really good i think. And then, the panorama, the mountain, lake and snowy snowy condition really pretty. πŸ™‚ And don’t forget about the soundtrack.Β  Muse: Neutron Star Collision!! [GREATNESS]Β  And one more think: The cullens always looks good and pretty and soo cool when they pose together, like when they posed in the woods waiting for victoria to appear. Wow!! Soo.. cool.. πŸ™‚

So, if we wants to conclude this movie : I would say this movie has too much drama.. [again], not enough action, bad make-up, good panorama and great body of team Jacob, a weak villain [Victoria,Riley and the new born], the unimportant volturi.. [what’re you doing in this movie?? you did nothing important!! Just go away..if you want to involve in this movie, do something good please.. 😦 and of course the mesmerizing “Cullens..”

Enough about Eclipse.. I, personally really hope the director, whoever she or he is, could make the saga’s finale :Breaking Dawn much better than this.. πŸ™‚Β  i Hope so..


nighty night.. with love..

Molly joo

2 days of You’re Beautiful and Jang Geun Suk

13 Jul

To tell you the truth, i haven’t do all those things i’ve wrote before about 5 things i have to do this week. yup. my bad. And also, because of my sister distraction. hehe. Yup., my sister asked me to watch korean drama You’re beautiful with her. Because:

1. She wants me to know that this drama really funny and silly and crazy [she said exactly like that to me]

2. She wants me to know who is jang geus suk. hoa. [okay..okay.. even though i think it’s a little bit not important.

After all, i’ve watched it already.. untill finish! This drama consist of 16 episodes. With 4 main characters played by: Park Shin hye, jang geun suk, jung yong hwa and lee hong ki.

Because i spent the last 30 hours watched this drama till the end. I think i suppose to write a review about it. Hehe.

First of all, from the original of the story view:

1. Girl masquarade her self as a boy to protect their belove one. Hmm, not an original idea. A lot of hollywood, another korea and japan drama have this kind of story.

2. As a boy join become a superstar. i’ve never heard it before. i’ve heard and watch a girl try to be a boy so he can join the football club, but to become an artis, i’ve never heard it. so, quite original i think.

3. The girl a little bit ‘dreamer ‘, a nun to be, can sing, full of happiness, but fall in easily with a ‘hard’ man. this story looks like the sound of music. A lot like it i think.

Over all, from the story:

At the beginning, my sister story seems to be true. Its really funny and silly and crazy. And the acting of the actors is really good. In the beginning they have a strong story that can make the audience really happy and amuse by it.

But, in the middle of the story, when there is an antagonist actress, who really hate the main character actres because of Β the boy she likes fall for the main character, the story become a little bit cheezy. It’s so last year. And when the main girl get bullied and can’t fight back. Ohh, i really hate it. Β non sense. why can’t you make a strong main character. If the main character can fight back even though she bullied a lot, i’ll respect it.

And there was a boy who secretly in love with the main character girl. And can’t even say a word to the girl untill it’s late. the girl has fall in love with another boy. Hoaaa… Sooooo cheezy./.. yaiks.

And one more thing. The main character, played by park shin hye, really cried a lot. It’s really bothers me. Why she have to cry?? hooi.. Just fight back please, no crying. Nothing changes if you’re crying, beside your eyes will look horrible in the next hour after you cry. hmmph.

In the end, it’s a happy ending. yayaya.. whatever.

The best thing about this film is the soundtrack. I will specially review about the soundtrack another day. And also, because of the producer can choose the righ actors and actresses. What i mean with the ‘right’ actors are:

1. They’re really really good looking.. All of them.

2. They sure can act and sing

If this drama didn’t have good soundtrack and actors then this drama is no good. Hehe.

So, enough for today. I’ll review about the song tomorrow. Maybe.. :p

love you all..


Things to do this week:

12 Jul

This is a list of all things i have to do this week:

1. Go to Acer center to repair my broken Laptop.. [oh dear.. ]

2. Make a summary about gentamicin HPCL. [task from my dear lecturer]

3. Have a driving lesson..

4. Watching all dorama i have bought..

Days to complete all of that: 5 days..


Next week, on monday: i’ll send email to my beloved lecturer, that my summary’s all done. hehe. And i want to go and see her and have this conversation what will i do next..

okey dokey, let’s start all those task with.. Take a bath..

Hhehe.. morning-morning everyone.. Have a beautiful morning and enjoy..

love you all.. πŸ™‚

A memoar of my GrandPa

12 Jul

Bahasa Inggris saya sedang mampat sampai ke ubun-ubun. Jadi, sedang ingin berbicara dalam bahasa indonesia saja. Lagipula, saya takut, kalau mengungkapkan cerita ini dalam bahasa inggris, inti dari cerita yang ingin saya sampaikan, malah tidak tersampaikan.

Kakek saya A.J. Panjaitan, dipanggil Tuhan awal akhir Juni yang lalu. Dia lahir 10 Juli 1928 dan pergi 29 Juni 2010. Selama hidupnya, kata mama saya, dia orang yang sangat sederhana, disiplin, dan pendidik yang hebat bagi anak-anaknya. Anaknya ada 9. Pekerjaannya dulu, katanya cuma seorang supir bemo. Berapalah upah seorang supir bemo, dibandingkan beban untuk menghidupi 9 orang anak dan seorang istri. Wow, membayangkannya saja saya tidak sanggup. Kata mama saya, kakek saya ini orang yang cukup keras. Jika dia melihat sesuatu yang salah, dia tidak akan menunda untuk menegur dengan keras, terutama kepada anak-anaknya. Tetapi ketika ia puas melihat hasil kerja anaknya, dia tidak sungkan untuk mengatakan dia bangga kepada anaknya, namun tidak berlebihan sehingga membuat si anak menjadi sombong. Satu hal juga yang saya ketahui tentang kakek saya ini. Dia murah hati.

Di tengah segala keterbatasan yang ia miliki, ia tetap dapat membantu orang lain. Saudara-saudaranya, sepupu-sepupunya, untuk menjadi sukses. Ia dan keluarganya dulu tinggal di medan. Saudara-saudaranya yang berasal dari kampung, sebelum merantau ke jakarta, pasti meminta bantuan darinya. Baik tinggal sebentar bahkan lama dirumahnya, atau meminta perbekalan dari dirinya dan lain-lain. Apapun itu, demi saudaranya, jika memang ia mampu untuk memberikannya, ia pasti memberinya. Dan lihat hasilnya sekarang. Orang-orang yang dulu ia bantu, sudah menjadi beberapa orang sukses di indonesia ini. Ada yang punya sekolah di beberapa kota, ada yang menjadi menteri, ada yang punya bisnis di sana sini. Tapi kakek saya, apa dia minta bagian untuknya? Tidak sama sekali. Itu dia lakukan dengan ikhlas pada masanya. Yang ada, orang-orang tersebut yang datang dengan otomatis untuk membantu apapun itu untuk membalas budinya ke kakek saya.

Sampai akhir hidupnya, dia adalah tetap sosok kakek yang berkharisma, yang tidak ada seorangpun yang bisa mengalahkan kharismanya. Setidaknya dalam keluarga saya ini.

Sebuah cerita sebelum ia pergi. Ia jatuh sakit, tepat seminggu sebelum pernikahan abang sepupu saya, atau sama dengan cucu kandung kakek saya ini. Masalahnya, sakitnya bukannya sepele. Dia sudah sulit bernafas, nafasnya satu dua satu dua. Semua keluarga sudah ketakutan dan gelisah. Bagaimana ini? Bagaimana bila kakek saya pergi sebelum pernikahan berlangsung? Tapi, pada dasarnya kami sudah pasrah. Jika melihat perjuangan kakek saya menahan sakitnya saat di rumah sakit, rasanya sedih sekali. Kami semua berdoa memohon kesembuhannya, atau setidaknya tahan sebentar sampai pernikahan abang kami ini selesai. Dan benar saja, sampai H-1 pernikahan abang saya, tidak ada perubahan dari kondisi kakek saya, tapi si dokter bilang bahwa waktunya kurang dari 12 jam lagi.

Buktinya, 12 jam lagi, kakek saya tetap bertahan. Dengan nafas satu duanya itu, ia tetap bertahan. Seperti ada yang ia tunggu, seperti ada kewajiban yang harus ia lakukan lebih dahulu. Dan benar saja. 25 jam setelah semua pesta pernikahan abang saya beres, ia pergi. Ketika ia dinyatakan benar telah pergi, yang saya tahu, betapa baiknya dan hebatnya kakek saya ini. Ia benar-benar menunggu sampai abang saya selesai menikah, baru ia pergi. Tuhan yang di atas juga begitu baik dan kasih kepada kami dan kakek saya ini. Ia mendengar doa kami, sehingga menunda pertemuannya dengan anaknya (kakek saya) sekitar 25 jam, agar kami bisa melangsungkan pernikahan abang kami. Dan sekarang Ia telah memanggil kakek saya untuk keluar dari penderitaannya dan dapat bertemu dengan nenek saya di sana.

Sekedar cerita tambahan, Bibi saya (kakaknya mama), 40 hari sebelum kakek saya meninggal, katanya bermimpi. Di mimpinya, kakek saya ini mengajak nenek saya (yang telah meninggal) untuk pergi ke pesta. Katanya”Ayo, kita ke pesta di sana.” Katanya sih, sambil tersenyum bahagia. Dari situ, sepertinya kakek saya bermaksud mengajak nenek saya untuk menghadiri pernikahan abang saya ini.

Wow kakek. You were so good and so great! Terima kasih telah menjadi kakek kami semua. Terima kasih Tuhan telah memanggilnya untuk bergabung dalam kerajaanMu. Doakan kami dan anak-anaknya agar dapat melanjutkan kehidupan ini dengan nilai-nilai yang telah ditanamkan oleh kakek kami kepada kami, dan kami dapat memuliakan nama-Mu di dunia ini.

Love you Grandpa, hope u’re happy with grandma now in heaven..

with love,


When will you two graduate?

7 Jul

Maybe, once you read the title of this post, you’ll think that question was my parents who asked me and someone, when will we Β graduate and get that bachelor degree of science, because they already hopeless with our future.. hohoho.. That’s not it.

The truth is, that question came from my supervisor in the company i’m doing my internship right now. Yup.. yup..yup. ^_^. My Internship will be over in the next 2 days, and my supervisor asked us: “Hey, when will you two graduate? It’s next year right?” and then she told us that she hopes we will be doing our internship in this company for a longer time. She said we’ve helped them a lot.. Β And told us, to contact her as soon as we already graduate next year. She said, that she’s looking someone like us to work with her and help her in her division. To make sure that she won’t lose our contacts, she asked us to get each other email address. πŸ™‚ How grateful i am when i listened that my work being appreciated by other people. Whoaa..

Today, even though it’s just 1 paragraph of sentences from my supervisor, and although i don’t know what will happen after i graduate next year, i just feel really appreciated by others. And it feels great..

Today’s message: Appreciate others work will give them a great feeling, like i feel right now.. πŸ™‚

NB: My english really bad today.. I will edit it next time..

πŸ™‚ with love, mollyjoo

The day when tomorrow seems to be.. just another day

3 Jun

Yup, this is me again.. Me, the mollyjoo, who have dreams that seems impossible to achieve, when i still stuck in here. In this little city called Bandung or whatever..

Me, a human, who wants to have a great future, with a great family, with a life that i’ll never regret of. But once again, rocks everywhere, long road and everything, makes those futures seems to be so unrealistic. Make everyday, seems to be just another ordinary day. And afterall, here i am. Wondering, all alone, dreaming, when will i can go to those place, when will i can feel such a great feeling about my life.. and so on..

And once again.. Here i am, alone and wondering..

Today, at this time, all alone.

Molly joo..